So I just want to say thank you because I know you’re helping me…

I can tell by the signs.

The perfect parking spots, and everything that I need and asked for, to create art.

And now I just really believe in you more than ever.

I mean I’ve wanted to believe in you forever but, it’s just been hard when nothing was changing.

But now I see that it was…

Now I realize just how long change can take which is really based on your resistance to the change.

Which usually has something to do with false beliefs in the way…

It’s just them damn beliefs that make life so limiting really.

But thanks to you, I see how happy I am when I believe in you, and I see you in a new way now.

In a new light.

I see your innocent beautiful soul, and the way you try so hard to stay in control.

And I love you for all that you are, more than I ever thought was possible.

And sometimes wonder if I’m crazy.

Actually, I’ve been wondering that a lot lately…

And I’ve been wondering if I’m stuck in my real-life version of groundhog day and every day is just a repeat of the last, because I can’t get past my own narrative.

I keep telling the same story every day…

Which always has something to do with “never doing something great.”

And then I let the guilt of not finishing, slap me in the face along with the feelings of not going fast enough, so I’m always afraid I’m running out of time.

And money…

I’m also always afraid I’m never gonna get to do all the extraordinary things that are inside me.

And the fear is intoxicating.

That’s the byproduct of the war of art…

It’s like, life is just so hard for a really long time.

But thanks to you…

I’m finding my way out of my war and into my heart, and I found my art.

So thank you.

Thank you for helping me find my way Home.