You know, what I would give to be able to just sit back and read a book, and sip on some ice tea, or, you know, watch some damn T.V.
But I can’t do something so easy.
No.
Me.
I have sit back and relax and daydream about our new reality, we’re creating.
For some reason she thinks the inner workings of my mind are far more interesting then any book we could read, or the low frequency shows we could watch on T.V.
And I just think she’s a bit narrow minded, wouldn’t you agree?
But she doesn’t care what I think.
She’s been ignoring my needs and wants ever since she killed me with colour energy and THC.
So needless to say, life for me has become far too simple, and I’m finding it hard to breathe.
Daydreaming and doing nothing isn’t going to get us anywhere as fast possible, and time is running out.
She’s not getting any younger, and we have so much too do.
But she thinks books make me think too much, and then I get an idea and I need to act on it, which makes me try to do, too much too soon, and that’s why things haven’t worked out…
So she says.
But I reject that shit.
I think the issue is, she’s rebelling against what we’ve created.
I also think she’s lazy and doesn’t wanna do the work she needs to do, in order to see our plans through.
And I think it has something to do with all this Abraham Hicks stuff she’s been listening too.
I’m telling you, this art of allowing thing she’s been practicing has really gone to her head.
And she says I’m bat shit crazy, but I think maybe it’s all in her head, and she’s the one causing it.
If she would just let me read a book, or escape through something, then maybe we could actually stop this tug of war, and go back to the way things were before.
Before she decided to “find Herself.”
That’s when things were good.
When I was the one in control.
When I could consume information as a way to make myself feel powerful.
But I dunno if can get her to let this law of attraction shit go.
She’s very determined to feel good, which makes it hard for me to get through to her.
